Sex, God, Love, and Death

Some soft stretching
Rips apart
My mind
My screaming lungs
Hot blood beating
Bathes me in its flood.

I nakedly collapse
Your fingers thru my spine
Touch me, taste me
Eat me with your mind.

A docile sweet submission
I give myself to you
A bitter tongue-bit longing
Touches me thru you.

My soul is shadows sleeping
I am thin skin broken bleeding
As I bind myself to you.

I tear apart my pride
But my vanity remains
This I flaunt
Ripe with rot
Forced visions gone insane.

I fall to knees
Abased but not yet broken
I shiver in my fear
Can’t let go, won’t let go
I can’t or do not dare.

Some sharp falling
Lies across my brain
Down and down I’m drowning
All chaotic, lost control
Illusion that it is.

Wind blown eyes tearing
As down and down I fall
More pressure crushing
Clutching at my spine
Blood war primal slicing
Driving thru my mind.

The wet hot taste
Splashing off my skin, my lips
One last joyful keening
One last pain-filled kiss.